10 Years Since She's Been Gone

10 years ago today I lost my sister, my best friend.
Just as I started dwelling on it and getting really sad my little sister started sending me these pics.
You see, Rachael kept a box of letters, cards and photos and Binky has that box.
It's so sweet that Rachael kept a box of family photos from her childhood.
Even though I have forgotten her voice I will never forget these wonderful memories!

My heart still breaks over our loss but I just have to remind myself that at least I had her as my big sister for 19 years.
Someone to lead the way, someone I could turn to, someone I could stay up with talking and laughing till all hours of the morning. Man I miss those days!!

Miss you Rachael and we love you!

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