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Beingness

"In life, you do not have to do anything,
It is all a question of what you are being."

Neale Donald Walsch.

I am trying to "be" the thing called "happiness", the thing called "peace" and the thing called "love".  I think I'm doing a pretty good job. =)  Being these things creates the experience of having them (since you can't be them and not have them).  The method works for me, that's for sure!

I am truly worn out.  After being in bed all weekend trying to get better (which worked by the way), I was back on Mummy duty as a volunteer at Scout Camp.  I promised Kaiden I would be there so my body had no choice but to cooperate with me and be there and functional.
I still can't get over how big he is, and I don't just mean physically.  He has always been a mature independent young man, but it seems from week to week he has drastic growth.
After this pic I finally convinced him to get a trim.
It is only  6pm and I think I am having an early evening.  Completed all my duties for the day (the ones that matter immediately at least), including making Johns, or one of Johns favorite dinners.
A little thank you for being patient and loving while nursing me back to heath all weekend.  Thank you. =)  Ill try and stop being a drain on the household in a few days.

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  1. You are never a drain, but always a great source of love and positive energy even when you are not feeling well... and dinner was amazing!!! :) You are the best!!!

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