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Missing Rachael Bowen

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It has been 9 years since she passed today.
I woke up this morning remembering a dream about her I had last night.
We had plans together and she was ditching me to go with someone else and I was upset and she told me that I don't need her anymore.  What does she know, right?

Weird that no one I live with knows one of the most important people in my life.  I feel like shes still here and it catches me off guard when I say something about her and realize that she almost never existed to them.






Missing you like crazy. Thank you for sharing 19 years with me.

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  1. AnonymousMay 15, 2012

    Becca---you can look into your baby's eyes and see Rae every minute of every hour of every day and so can everyone else in your house! Love ya bunches--B

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  2. Pat TaylorMay 15, 2012

    Can't believe it's been 19 years, thanks for posting such a lovely memorial, she was indeed a special young lady....Auntie P

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  3. Pat TaylorMay 15, 2012

    Sorry....should have been 9 not 19...

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